Over the past 36 hours, there have been some interactions which involved myself and at least one dozen other members of our alliance leadership, for which I seriously regret my actions.
All of this started with the loss of a Raven by one of our corporation members two days earlier to war targets, while the Raven pilot was in high security space. For those of you not aware of that loss, please refer to the previous post here.
I will not dwell on that loss here, nor the interactions that took place in the aftermath. The purpose of this post is an apology to Trekan, to Draiv, and to all of the alliance leadership who were in the Slack channel on Wednesday evening USTZ.
In addition, this spilled over to the wormhole leadership Slack channel this evening. Unfortunately, I still was holding in some anger over the interactions that had occurred over the past 36 hours and lashed out at Trekan who was attempting to assist a corporation member in the Slack channel.
After looking back at the series of interactions with Trekan and Draiv I saw that both of them were attempting to assist me, the Raven pilot and our corporation. You see, we are relatively new with A Band Apart and are attempting to "fit in" within the alliance. So, instead of me seeing the offer of assistance by the two of them, I only saw what I wanted to, which was them attempting to get involved in the affairs of our corporation.
And, the part that I feel most horrible about was that only a week ago I had been interacting with a very prolific friend wither in Twitter or Slack and we discussed the concept of taking the high road, and he applauded something I had done which was a step towards "taking the high road".
As for A Band Apart, we love being a part of this alliance and look forward to a very long and beneficial relationship between them and New Jovian Exploration Department.
As for our corp, we have finally resolved some of the challenges earlier this week in regards to our future and long term home.
Finally, for the Raven pilot. Sigh..... Neither the other Director or myself have heard one word from him. He did speak with Trekan, which I am glad that he did. I have come to understand from reliable sources that he decided that it was a good idea to autopilot, in high security space, with an active war going on. We are not attempting at all to troll on this pilot, his decisions for the loss. What we are attempting to do is to reinforce the concept of learning from his errors.
We look forward to anchoring ourselves with Stay Frosty, providing a sickle for our friends in Lucifer's Hammer and doing the math with our "roomies" in Supreme Mathematics.